The last days I have been feeling different, I do not care the things, If I do homework or not do not worry me, I feel like I have lost something important and I do not know really well was is it. This new person is not me I do not know who I am.
The last week were the exams, but I did not study for any exam, because I do not really care if I won or not the exams. When I am "cuerda", this situation worry me, and I tried to do something to "enmendar" the things that I have done it. Like know, because I am "cuerda" right now is that I am writing my blogs.
I have the sensation that I have lost something, maybe my inspiration, my streght, my way or all those things. I do not what can I do, the only thing that I know is that I have to do something and quickly because if not, there will be big consequences.
Sunday, August 5, 2012
JULY 3RD
Today we went to a farm with all my group. It was a funny day, at the beggining the teachers made a small presentation, Valery was talking when someone scream because there was a "rat" almost everybody were on the chairs, of course I was acting normal (but inside I was scared), then someone else said it was a lie.
Anyway, then we were in groups. We had to walk, jump, run, be into a pool. It was really funny, there was jus one bad thing: I hurt myself. :p
Anyway, then we were in groups. We had to walk, jump, run, be into a pool. It was really funny, there was jus one bad thing: I hurt myself. :p
JUNE 28TH
Yesterday my group of seminario and I were working, it was funny because we had to clean a piece of earth and cut grass. It is not like we usually use a "machete", "piocha" or "azadon" so it was funny the way that we did the things.
However we did not finish yesterday so today we looked some help us.
Today I went to my classes of japanese, then I went back to the place of seminario and my group were not there anymore.
However we did not finish yesterday so today we looked some help us.
Today I went to my classes of japanese, then I went back to the place of seminario and my group were not there anymore.
JUNE 26TH
Today I went to my classes of japanese, it is a kind of difficult to learn because it is not the same pronunciation, and the writing is completly different; they have three different alphabets. But I am happy to learn it.
I have to sleep early today because tomorrow I have to help to cut the grass for seminario.
I have to sleep early today because tomorrow I have to help to cut the grass for seminario.
JUNE 21ST
I am happy because today is the last day of classes because tomottow will start vacations. I have been waiting for this so much time.
I hope to sleep a lot because I really miss my bed.
I think that the mext weeke I will start my classes of japanese and I will go to the place where my gorup and I will do our project of seminario
I hope to sleep a lot because I really miss my bed.
I think that the mext weeke I will start my classes of japanese and I will go to the place where my gorup and I will do our project of seminario
JUNE 19TH
Yesterday I had an admission test in the university and tomorow I have another; physics, I am kind of worry because I have not studied yet.
Anyway it has been a normar day, some homework and housework. I hope not to get another report like yesterday; because I went to University for my exam of language and I was not sure if I would had art class.
So I hope that it was the first and the last.
Anyway it has been a normar day, some homework and housework. I hope not to get another report like yesterday; because I went to University for my exam of language and I was not sure if I would had art class.
So I hope that it was the first and the last.
JUNE 14TH
Today was my father´s birthday, but he does not live with ys because his jos is in the coast.
Anyway right now I am finishing my scholarship papers because tomorrow my mom is going to take them to the Capital. I am anxious because are few documents with I have to make a good impresion and I hope to get it because I really want that scholarship, more that anything else.
Anyway right now I am finishing my scholarship papers because tomorrow my mom is going to take them to the Capital. I am anxious because are few documents with I have to make a good impresion and I hope to get it because I really want that scholarship, more that anything else.
SORRY, FOR BE LATE
Sorry teacher I know that I had to write before but I forget it. So please forgive me. Anyway I have a diary, so I am going to write the things that I write in my diary:
June 12th.
I am in the moment that I have to choose what I am going to study and what I will do in the future; when I think about it I can see that the time have been passing so fast and I did not noticed it before.
I remember all the things that I lived before, my childhood, my friends, classmates or loves.
I feel a kind of sad and do not really well; why?, maybe is because I am stress and tired or maybe the reason is another.
Anyway I will finishe my homework and then I will sleep, is almost midnight and I would like to not go to study and stay in bed all day, but that is impossible, my mom is not going to let me do that.
June 12th.
I am in the moment that I have to choose what I am going to study and what I will do in the future; when I think about it I can see that the time have been passing so fast and I did not noticed it before.
I remember all the things that I lived before, my childhood, my friends, classmates or loves.
I feel a kind of sad and do not really well; why?, maybe is because I am stress and tired or maybe the reason is another.
Anyway I will finishe my homework and then I will sleep, is almost midnight and I would like to not go to study and stay in bed all day, but that is impossible, my mom is not going to let me do that.
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